By the way, not being able to feel anything at all is actually worse than being sad. Always thought I wanted to be numb, but it is not fun. It’s very empty and weird.
The past couple years I’ve been changing so much I don’t have enough time to adjust. I feel like I’m maturing too quickly. Not that I’m a hyper ~mature for my age~ person, I just feel like I’m experiencing every life experience and trial/error so quickly and I’ve already arrived at and passed so many conclusions about what it’s like to be alive and an adult. Things I believed to be true just a few months ago don’t mean anything to me anymore. I’m trying to understand life and I’m trying to get a hold on it. I’m trying to figure out how to handle everything the best way possible. This life is mine. I don’t have to be a victim of circumstance, circumstance is a result of me. I want to be good. I want to do the right thing. I want to be the best I can possibly be, at my job, with my hobbies, with my relationships. I want to be authoritative and sure. I want my world to move around me. I want to handle things with grace. I want to be a woman, a force to be reckoned with. I won’t be this sad girl anymore who is letting the world get her down. I won’t let the world turn me into a bitter, cynical thing. I don’t know what’s repairable from my past but the future will be different, because I say so.
And you know, right now it’s just a really corny sounding post I made on tumblr. But soon, it will just be who I am and it won’t need pointing out. Gimme a sec.
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Photo: Gabe Morford
please. stop praying for my grandpa!!!! you are making him too strong. he broke out of the hospital and the cops cant get him. he’s too powerful
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you are the dancing queen
young and sweet
only over teen
and in my dreams, you’re alive and you’re crying
as your mouth moves in mine, soft and sweet
rings of flowers ‘round your eyes and
I’ll love you for the rest of your life
when you’re ready
Can Kyary please punch lady gaga in her ratchet face because I would actually love that so much (◠‿◠✿)
fucking white people